I was ashamed of what was happening to me so kept quiet and suffered internally. I love the fact that the author geared this condition toward a younger audience. Lots deal with these feelings differently, but many do as Elise did–shut down and try to become invisible. You imagine the worse and even become paranoid. Like I said, thoughts in an overactive mind can be very cruel and judgmental. Thinking yourself strange or even weird because you’re not like anyone else (so you think), causes you to act just as Elise does– shutting down and succumbing to mutism to avoid unwelcomed attention being brought to bear on your differences. I can truly relate to this child, Elise in Collins book. It’s was tough as a child dealing with this, and because I didn’t know what was happening to me, I kept a lot of it to myself.Īs an adult, and with how society deals with issues like anxiety and panic attacks, I’ve educated myself and opened up about my issues receiving wonderful understanding and treatment. The overwhelming mechanics of a very hyper active mind kept me often paralyzed with so many thoughts at once that I would quickly succumb to attacks and find myself struggling with many outcomes of these attacks such as depression and night terrors. I received this book in exchange for my honest review.Īs a child and even now as an adult, I’ve struggled with anxiety and crippling panic attacks. Then, the discovery of a shocking family secret helps Elise realize that her silence might just be the key to unlocking everything she’s ever hoped for… Zero means no wrong answers called out in class, no secrets accidentally spilled, no conversations to agonize over at night when sleep is far away.īut now months have passed, and Elise isn’t sure she could speak even if she wanted to―not to keep her only friend, Mel, from drifting further away―or to ask if anyone else has seen her English teacher’s stuffed raven come to life. Elise carries a notebook full of tallies, each page marking a day spent at her new public school, each stroke of her pencil marking a word spoken.
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